another DREAM

december 27-28 mnla

another dream..

dreamt of him for the second time around this week

but this time its COMPLICATED.

[gosh..even sa dreams may complications?haha]

anyhow..

it was quick and confusing

at the  mall with a friend

i saw him

just saw him.

but what catched this dream is that..

someone is INVOLVED

someone sooooo close to me and to him

and a KISS is involved?.

hay..we can't always trust on our dreams

these are just mere perceptions while we are randomly not thinking.

but what the hell is happening to me when i am sleeping?

why is he always present in my dreams?

 maybe this would be the answer..

Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, its because that person wants to see you. - TIME Magazine Interesting.. ;) [copied from eira's fb status,just 6hours ago]

oiiiiiiiiiiiiii..hoping.. hehe

well..we'll see

-hoping not wake up from my DREAMsss..

joan  -.-

text

and the mass has ended.

i hate to think about it..

but i have to go to work tonight.

freak its the 24th..Christmas eve..

and yet i have to work?

duh >.<

anyways..to brighten up my day/night

after the mass..i checked on my phone.

yes there's a lot of messages,mostly christmas greetings.

seeing lots of messages made me feel HAPPY

not until i saw one.

i received a TEXT

a text that i haven't received for almost a year now.

"hi"

coming from someone..i thought would never thought of me.

i replied.yes i did.

and so it went on just as before..

"heloo.musta?"

"ok lang,ikaw"

"ok lang din"

and so on....

same old text.

same old feelings.

same old person.

yes i must say

that TEXT made my night.

made my christmas eve SMILE : )

i arrived at the office smiling to my friends

walking like i am floating

and then sat beside edel still smiling.

they asked

"bakit ang saya mo?"

i said "helooooo its christmas!and tinext ako ni ---,hehehehe ;p"

sis: "ano 'hi'? tinext din ako nun eh"

me: ":|"

sis: "may drama pla un na matagal pa sya babalik dito"

me: ":|"

well..to screw it up.. 

its just 'hi'

so whats the big deal?

nothing should be more than a 'hi' text. but i took it as what i always took it before.

they logged in

i went out

to continue texting with him

i asked him 

"matagal ka pa daw babalik?"

..."bkt mis m nku?haha tgal pku blik jan"

"che hndi noh,jan mo na antayin result?"

..."ayaw pa aminin oh,yup"

okok..here we go again.. 

haha..

that really made my day! 

seems like we're back.

back to basics?haha

nooooo..

back to FRIENDS.

thanks for the text!

be back soon!

=]

happy christmas to you!

-had fun texting,

joan ^^

last minute..

i woke up from the dream i thought was real..

now it's back to reality..

reality check!edel will be late for our meet up..

i decided to go ahead @ 4:30pm just to look around while waiting for her.

finally..after 1 week of being busy with all the ka-echusan..

natuloy din ang greenhills shopping with edel..

it was supposed to be last week before everything or everyone got busy..

if it wasn't for my "tulog mantika" attitude..this could have been over..

but still at least we have OUR time now..we have all the time till morn to shop. ;p

LONG LIST.

yes.i have a long list of loved ones to buy gifts for..

from more than 7 inaanaks..

to lotsa pamangkins...

to officemates..

and other friends...

BUDGETARIAN.

with today's economic status..i have to go on a BUDGET. >.<

i have to make sure that everyone on my list will have something from me,

since this will be the first time that im gonna give gifts from my very own earned MONEY.

though some or most will be just simple gifts,not too fancy and are really cheap

i know that what i bought for them came from my HEART. [naks]

it was one heck of a shopping experience,

coz i have ta make "tawad" for the stuffs,which my mom usually do for me whenever we go to greenhills.

and i just remeber doing "tawad" when im already paying for the stuff..haha.. like "ay ate wla bang tawad?"

i just realized that it should be done prior..right?? ;p

and yes EDEL was very good at that..though in every store where we bought something its always

"fixed price"

damn! "fixed price ba lahat dito sa greenhills?" accdg to edel.. haha :D

HAPPINESS in GIVING

i had a great time buying stuffs for my loveliesssss..

spending more than 8 hours shopping around..

going back and forth in every stores to check if the rates have changed.hehe ;p

for that i must say looking and digging for good buys is not a joke.

it was a warm feeling that "ay may PUSO pa pala ko"

hahahaha :D

CHILL.

by 12 mn we're almost done..

and we passed by a tshirt store at the night market shops outside the mall..

and edel said "tama na pagiging santa clause naten..bili naman tau para sa sarili"

and i agreed to that..of course after all we'll have christmas still though we have work on christmas day =]

so we bought some shirts for ourselves.

and searched for some pica pica and good feel foods.

i opted buying those that i don't really eat as usual.

but i ended up buying hotdog on a stick.hehe

still thats not usual..

eating outside,standing,with the acoustic duo playing in the background

made it just a perfect way to chill out after the stress of shopping.

we called it a night by 2am..

it was one heck of an experience! ;p

had a great time bonding with my good friend EDEL

just before she goes back to davao.

and another check added on the things that i wanted to do while im still young ^^

...stress again..

hay...the consequence of LAST MINUTE shopping..

is the dillema in looking for a cab going.

lucky edel she was able to grab one..

and i..

i ended up taking the jeepney,with all the plastic bags that i have.

and tricycle back home.

see?

now i learned my lesson.. hehe.. as if..

till my next LAST MINUTE shopping!

-joan ^^

dream ON

wednesday..dec.23..aftershift

i did'nt show my excitement after i logged out..

afraid that SHOPPING day will be ruined again! haha
(freak its 2 days before christmas and i haven't bought anything yet,so i have ta make it this day! ;p)

i decided to sleep first before i'l meet up with edel @ 3pm in Greenhills.

1 pm.. slept with the rays of the sun on my legs..
freakin sun bathing ba ito?tpos na vit.d time ahh.. haha
anyways..i didn't mind that sa pagod ko b nman..
fell asleep so fast that i didn't notice that my everyone went out..

they left me alone,.,alone in my bed..its ME time i guess..

then i dreamed.. dreamed of HIM..
it was almost the same or should i say a sequel? of my dream last year..
the dream that i posted in my friendster blog: dream...
the difference is that..this time.its more MATURED.more WORDS.and much LOVE i guess

hmmmmm..
they say  that when you always think of a person.. definitely you would dream about that person..
but what the hell is wrong with me?
i actually didn't think of this guy totally in the previous days and weeks..
then why is HE present in my dream?in the most random part my day..
???

in my dream..
i saw him..
i talked to him..
i joked around him..
WE hanged out..

he told me everything he wasn't able to tell me in the FLESH.
gave the words that i didn't expect to hear..
MATURED.yes.
he's soooo matured that even my most childish part got 'awwwed'

and after that..
a HUG..huge and tight.
as tight as what EDWARD CULLEN could give to BELLA SWAN ^^
he hugged me like he's gonna break my ribs..
gave me the best dream of my life..

*toot toot*
txt from edel..
END of my dream..



still dreamin -.-
-joan =]